Oh, dirty birds, where art thou?

I'm getting cursed out left and right for not updating the nasty girl in me. Honestly, I don't know where she is! Am I sexin' it up with the hubby. Uh huh! Buuuuuut...my vagina is still not sexy.

My surgery was back in June, and hubby just finally went down on me this past weekend. I have not masturbated yet since the surgery...I KNOW!!! Me? Not pleasure myself?!?! WTF, right?

And I think that's why I haven't been doing the sexy blogging thing. I spend a lot of time touching my 6" scar. Some of it has no real sensation. I really just miss my old vagina.

My husband swears everything is fine, but most times after sex, the scar aches and throbs, but not in a good way.

Plus, part of me wonders if it's a side effect of the Cymbalta I'm taking. I haven't gone out of my way to initiate sex...imagine that? But once we get it on, the sex is great! Then once it's over, I'm good. I haven't asked for seconds in a minute!! (sure hubby's happy bout that!)

That is where I'm at. Sorry to disappoint, I'm hoping the throw on some filthy posts really soon (I know I keep saying that...don't give up on me, ok?)

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The world according to Gaz said...

I wouldn't worry, your sexyness will come back. Not so sure what's stopping the masturbation though.

Topaz said...

oh, surgery and health issues affect our minds as well as our bodies. All we can hope for is that both will heal. At least you are still enjoying sex, and hopefully you just need a little more time to heal completely before you get a little more... rowdy ;-)


H said...

I am not given up on you, and you do have a sexy pussy.

1manview said...

Ah, did you every hear of visiting? Just thought I ask...
(Now you didn't think I would let you off the hook that easy did you?.. lol ..)

phallatio said...

Girl, you are SO missing the point! The vagina is VERY VERY sexy!! Hope you're good. xxx