After toe curling sex this morning I broke down crying. Hubby asked what was wrong. And it hit me: I was scared. I didn't want to lose him. I realized why I didn't have much of a reaction while reading those emails, it never occurred to me that someone else could take him away from me until that moment.
While legs were still intertwined, a sheen of after sex sweat covered us both, and tears ran down my cheeks, he said:
"I'm not going anywhere...
No one is going to ever take me away from you...
The longer I'm with you, the more beautiful and sexy you get...
All the times you wanted me gone and I never left should tell you I'm committed to you and only you...
I love you and I never have and never will cheat on you...
I promise."
2 comments:
"All the times you wanted me gone..."
That's powerful. And in an odd way, I'm glad you broke down. Means you're human, you feel the possibility of loss, and look at how wonderfully he picked your heart back up.
Thanks Top! I've been sharing amongst close friends and they all pretty much say the same thing!
Post a Comment