11.04.2009

BD Update...

Seems that the gods stepped in and made it so that I didn't have to make a decision after all. Turns out BD was in town for a funeral of a very dear relative and spent the majority of his time with his family. When we actually did catch up, he was elated after reading my post stating that I was "thinking" about it. That was Sunday, so he hadn't had a chance to read the latest blog on the wonderfully anal evening that took place the night before and how happy I was about it. When I explained it all to him, he was very understanding and offered me a consolation prize, to come by and give me a solo performance. For that, I thought, OK! Because technically I wouldn't be doing anything. We set it up for him to swing by the job on Monday and he'd do it in my office behind closed doors...well again the gods must have decided that I really needed to leave BD alone and concentrate on all the effort hubby has been exuding because his family had a huge meeting (this was the first time in a while everyone was around?). I'm surprised at myself for not feeling more disappointed but I guess in my heart of hearts I know that as long as hubby extends himself the way I want, I really don't have an excuse to go exploring. Right? (although part of me does feel like I still have some making up to do! LOL) Time shall tell!

11 comments:

Topaz said...

I'm in the same head space as you, but you're dealing with it much better, I know I'm still haunted with temptation!

Soul Powers said...

Yeah its a tough call... A very tough call... In any event, in your office, huh? lol. How daring of you.

Black Pearl said...

@topaz - Eesh! It's a battle every day with the angel on the left shoulder and the lil devil on my right!!

@SP - you know a dirty girl can't do anything half assed! Now that BD is back home maybe I can someones else to give me that solo in my office, hm??

Bill said...

I'm proud of you, girl! :) It isn't always easy to do the "right" thing.

Hmmm, what exactly would a "solo" have been like? Just curious.

Soul Powers said...

I'm sure you'll find someone willing... Hell I bet he's already begging you for just one chance to show you his piece. LOL We all know the boyz go crazy for you.

Black Pearl said...

@Soul-I'm just discovering how much some boys want me!!

@Bill-at this very second it is getting extremely difficult to maintain doing "right" when I'm getting offers to be sooooo wrong! And a solo in my office would be a man with his back to the window and my back to the door while he masturbates and cums for me!

Soul Powers said...

LOL. You must need glasses cuz with a body like that, as nasty as you are... You MUST be blind.

Dewey's System said...

I love the idea of BD coming in your office to watch you pleasure yourself. Did I read that right? He can look but not touch, since you were saving it for your husband. Yowzha, that's hot! Please have webcam ready for that. In fact have two ready. One for you and one for his expressions. I like to see it all. :)

Black Pearl said...

@Dewey-no you didn't read it right LOL He was supposed to pleasure himself for ME to watch... But I like they way you think!! ;-p

Bill said...

Yeah, like you could keep your hands off your pussy while you watched him jack off! LOL

I KNOW you aren't THAT strong! :)

Black Pearl said...

@Bill-well, you do have a point there...my pussy is irresistable even to me!! LOL