11.08.2009

Prop. 3

All this week I've been in talks with Soul about my needs not being met by my husband, and up until this point he's always been a proponent of keeping to my vows. Well, I'm not sure what changed his mind but this week he pretty much told me, "Fuck it!" and to give him a chance. Not just any chance but a dominate-the-fuck-out-of-you chance. You all know how badly I want to leave my control at the door and get tied up and dominated, well, now Soul wants to be the one to give it to me. He literally told me, not asked, nor suggested, but told me I better have a date for us to meet in the next 30 days by tomorrow. I giggled my way through it but am so intrigued. To sweeten the offer, Soul made me continue my daily tasks in my office while he gave me an oral solo performance over the phone. I can not tell you how difficult it was to talk to my students about transcripts and college applications while he whispered dirty thoughts as he stroked himself into a frenzy. I had half a mind to kick everyone out of my office, but then I would have failed the test. My task was to be able to do my job and listen, get excited, but do nothing to give away what was happening on the other end of the line. I nearly dropped the phone when he came in my honor. What a beautifully loud tribute he gave me that had my panties wet for the remainder of the afternoon. It was after this that he texted me the above mentioned instructions and told me that he was no longer kidding, this wasn't a joke, and he was to be taken seriously. What do I do? I get on the phone with BD and tell him what happened. Somehow, somewhere between talking to both BD and Soul, Prop. 3 was created. BD basically told me that he will be back in town for Thanksgiving weekend and how would I feel about having my threesome with him and Soul. 'AHoly Shit! Gulp! Drip! WTF! A million different things are playing in my head and they're all bad, very, very bad!! In light of my conversation with hubby this morning, I'm possibly about to do a really bad thing: fulfill my all time #1 fantasy of having a threesome - and not just a regular 3some (if there is such a thing) but a tag-team-take-turns-fuck-her-in-both-holes-while-tied-up kind of threesome! I'm all for spontaneity, however, if I do this it has to be premeditated, meaning: we have to set up a date, time, and place. I told Soul this morning, that in all good conscience, I probably could only come up with date and time, but would need them to set up the rest, without hesitation he said, "No problem, put BD in touch with me". Am I wrong here? I always felt that if I cheated it would be something that just sorta happened, but to plan it out, to me makes it that much more heinous. Angel keeps telling me, "Oh, you just have to keep working with your husband, it'll take time, but he'll get it", and that sneaky little devil keeps whispering, "You've tried everything, even told the man he's going to force you to cheat, you're a sexy bitch and deserve some real good fucking, so stop the deliberating and go get yours!" HELP! I'm going to put a poll up and I need you all to weigh in on Prop. 3! (also put up a gadget for you guys to ask questions).

8 comments:

pateinduced said...

My, what a delicious fantasy! Few will understand my warped mind, but I visualize a hen turkey, wings trussed up, on a spit with this scene.

Topaz said...

I can't tell you what to do, but it's an experience you can't get at home, then maybe you should consider it. The way I do it is if there is something I'll look back on in life and regret not doing it, I do it. If I'll look back and regret I did it, I won't do it. But whatever you do, don't feel guilty, and do it only because you want it. Remember, you make your own decisions for yourself...

Black Pearl said...

Thanks Topaz, it's just that I have no one besides the two parties to hash this out with...you know that gets what I'm going through without judgement.

Amanda said...

I'm with Topaz - my decisions are based upon whether or not I would regret it later in life if I did or did not do it, no matter the consequences. With that in mind...well, I'd probably be leaning towards the fucking side of things!

Library Vixen said...

ummm Ms.BP...
I have read Soul and have definitely fantasized about him and I really do not know how you can pass up the offer. The whole marriage thing is another issue, but sexually it is separate, right now at least. I think you need to seriously consider it. Keep it sexual, don't go off an fall in love with him or anything so foolish. But, what he is offering, I think does not come around too damn often. Plus a threesome. It is on your list, if I recall, you mentioned it as being a "regret" you did not follow up on prior to hubby. right? Do it.Go get into all that Soul has to offer and then tell us/me all about it.

respectfully yours,
lv

Katlynne LaSalle said...

Girl! That's assuming you are immune to Soul's powers. I mean, what if, like me, you fall in love with the man you are cheating with? He may just rock your mf world!

What then? That's the question I ask myself every day. Now that I love two men, WTF NOW? LOL, but then again, sigh!!

Black Pearl said...

KL - You are too funny!! See, only a dirty girl can truly relate to my other fear - getting addicted once I get some!

Alas, double sigh!!

Katlynne LaSalle said...

Listen to that fear of addiction, because when that good dick has you sneaking out for it at times when you can easily get busted! OMG!! there is nothing that can cum between you and that perfect fuck...you will bow down and obey your addiction!