1.09.2011

Texting An Old Flame

*Sigh*

I have an itch my husband can't scratch and I may have started on a very, very slippery slope.

My ex has been on my mind a lot, and I mean, if I close my eyes just to take a breath images and sensations of him flood my senses. I need that complete sensory overload of knowing that someone gives a total shit about you. Unbridled passion and compassion.

*sigh*

So I texted him.

Long story way short: I asked him if he wanted to see me.

He's seeing someone, but said that he would never tell me "no".

Now...what?


7 comments:

phallatio said...

Wow, this is BIG!!!

Green Eyed Frenchy said...

Oh no, this is getting very complicated, but it is only my opinion... think twice, please!

Black Pearl said...

Yea, I told one person and they pretty much said the same thing...think before I act.

Still thinking.

Anonymous said...

I've been reading your blog, and you're an amazing writer (SB: Wish you had more HNT..but i digress) I can totally understand your frustrations i've been reading two other blogs lately hope they help..
http://blackandmarriedwithkids.com

and

http://www.divorcebusting.com/blog/11-tips-for-the-spouse-with-a-lower-sex-drive/#more-312

good luck

Ladi Elle said...

I know the feeling and I'm going through it as we speak. Try to remain faithful for the sake of those that a bad choice could effect. And if you do slip up cover your tracks very well...

Black Pearl said...

@Ladi Elle - Thank you for the honesty!! And believe me...my tracks will be covered like NY during a snow storm!!

Anonymous said...

All I can say is that it's apparent that it's not me...because I have not received a text from you in more than a minute...but I digress....If you do plan on going ahead with it, make sure you think twice (even 3 times) because once it's done...it's done. I strayed more than once (you already know), but I never once regretted it, but I made sure that each time before I decided to go all out, it was something that I would not eventually regret. I haven't strayed in nearly a year, but that's because "our" needs are now being met (and also because you haven't sent me a text...lol). Holla at me....you know who this is..

BD